of 1/2 Prince.

I'm loving it to death. I need to read more manga like this. *sighs*
I should quit reading manga though. Since I was gone for a week in Germany, I have a crud load of homework to do. I have to have 3 pages of lines memorized by monday. T.T I should get on it instead of reading 6 books of 1/2 Prince.

Oh, and its time for my daily rant on a topic dealing with something in my life.
My ex-boyfriend Patches. (named after the neighbors dog to avoid using real names online)
Patches - ex-boyfriend
White Cat - A close friend of mind (using his current furry name since he doesnt have a real one yet)
Snake Bites - random girl with snake bite piercings

Kitty(me) is a loving person that treats everyone relatively the same; male, female, ex, crush, friend, stranger, it doesnt matter. Patches is a jealous ex that is very clingy towards his girlfriends. White Cat is normally on stand-by unless you want to talk to him or ask him questions or just rant to him. And, by stand-by I mean he doesn't really say much other than obscure referances and the occasional imput.
So this is what happened:
I tried to get Patches to have a conversation with me, but everytime I asked a question he would respond a "yea," "no," or just "meh." So I gave up and went to a different table to talk with a new friend I made. Then not 5 minutes after I left He was talking like crazy to Snake Bites. I was pretty upset and everytime my friend left to go put something away or get something (it was lunch time at the moment) I went and hugged patrick. I admit, that was pretty childish of me, but at the time I was being irrational from a mix of hurt and jealousy. (Keep in mind I thought we were friends). Later I was crying cause of it (as I get depressed real easy and have to take medicine for it but forgot to bring it with me to Germany), and White Cat saw me and told me that we had to talk. He brought me to his room so no one would bug us (cause his roomate only shows up at curfew). So we talked about it, how Patches still wasnt over me even though we broke up months ago, and how because of the way I act and the way Patches is, Patches is still head over heels for me and I need to either reaffirm the break up and change the way I act towards him or go back out with him and change the way I act away to everyone else. I want to be the person you can always go to with your problems and get hugged or give a hug to. I dont want to ignore a friend, but it looks like I'm going to have to. White Cat said that if I ignore him, he'll be upset for awhile but get over it eventually (and get over me too I hope).

I'm not asking for advice or nothing, I just wanted to rant. 'w' I lurve ranting. Next time I'll go on a longer rant about something typical like abortion, obama, god, or something big like that; y'know, the stuff people love trying to force their feelings onto other people about.... did I say that right? oh well.... 'w'